A little conundrum....

Sorry I've been gone for a while, but I need some advice on a personal matter that I have no one to talk to about, so I hope I can count on your guy's help.

I started seeing this guy around the end of August. I really love spending time with him, but whenever we make plans or have a day off work together (we work in the same place,) he seems to always disappoint me and not show up or even call. Or his wonderful ex-girlfriend will stop by his place with their kid and insist that the three of them spend time together. Whenever we do spend time together, it is usually pretty late in the evening since we both work the night shift. We'll put in a movie, and less that half an hour into the movie we're making out on the couch, which more than usually leads to other things, if you get what I mean. We've only been out on two actual dates since we started dating.

I'm starting to get a little fed up with him. He's my first boyfriend ever, plus he is the first guy that I've had sex with. Thats probably why this is such a hard decision whether or not to stay with him. We have this physical attraction that is just explosive. Even when he just runs his fingers down my arm it drives me crazy. But if he's going to disappoint me, then why should I keep him around??

HELP ME!!!!!

Chair Straddling

I can't remember which person wanted to see some chair straddling, so I decided to share some of mine. Enjoy!!

Oh...... My..... GOD!!!!

I know this was posted at threel, but I think it DEFINITELY deserves another mentioning. It is the preview for the season seven premire, and let me tell you that I cannot wait any longer!!

I told my boyfriend that once the new season of CI starts I may be kinda distracted. He laughed at me. But he said that he is willing to watch it with me. I'm excited to actually be able to watch it with someone. So, enough talk. Here it is!!

Insane times....

Sorry for such a long wait between posts, but life has been busy. My dad and I are once again not getting along, and I may know why. Every time I mention my boyfriend he rolls his eyes at me. Ugh. I wish he would realize that I am not a little girl anymore.

To go along with the insane times, I made a video. Making them seems to be my outlet for my creative side, and I'm glad to share. Enjoy!!!

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

YAY!!! It is finally my birthday. I'm off to spend the morning with my boyfriend and then dinner with my mother. Its going to be a great day!!